he molested me when I was 12, he was 23. I never thought I would hear his name again until I turned on the news channel. I nearly choked having heard his name. though he was the worst person I’d ever met and left a traumatizing mark on me, I hope he is doing well in heaven. I know I will be dying soon and when I do I hope to see him up there so we can talk about our life and I can finally feel peace. psalms 37:8